by Farmgirl68 (Connie)
While taking the facilitator training, I watched a video with Joe Gerstein where he showed the ABC relationship with a lapse and how it often involves a belief (B) or a consequence (C) turning into another activating event (A) thus creating a cascade of ABCs. This intrigued me, and putting it together with the way I had noticed my own urge experiences, I realized most of the time there is a basic pattern an urge takes on for me. Being a very visual thinker, I began to formulate on my computer screen a picture of how my urges occur.
The diamond shapes represent decision points. It is clear there are two definite choices at those points – yes or no. This is an aspect of the graphic I like because it shows me clearly what the choices are and the possible consequences of each. While in other aspects of my life there may be many choices, with this, there really are just two. That simplifies it!
Another point made clear from this graphic is even if I choose not to debate my beliefs and spend a lot of time circling through the cycle on the left side, the problem with my belief does not disappear. This represents why it is that when you stop the addictive behavior you wake up to discover the problems are all still there.
The third point I see from this is there is a path back to abstinence. It leads directly to the debate (D). To me this is comforting. I can make the best choice even after a lapse.
One day while I was having some struggles, I was driving and discovered it helped me to visualize where I was at that moment on this graphic. For that reason, I decided a page with blanks to fill in to personalize the process might be helpful. Since making it, I have also used it. Additionally, I made a black and white version for less expensive printing needs. Hoping some other visual learners will find these helpful.
Connie has been a member of SMART for over 16 months and works as a nursing administrator. She has degrees in nursing, social work, and is currently in a master of nursing program. She is a mother of four teens and young adults and has recently discovered kayaking while rebuilding her life for herself.
